Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Czech That Off The List!

LUPRON SHOT?  CZECH!

I know, so corny.

I wasn't sure I'd sleep last night, so I made sure to listen to a Circle + Bloom meditation right before bed and take 2 Tylenol PM!  I slept okay, but as soon as I heard my guy stir around 6:00 AM the butterflies returned!  The plan was for him to give me the shot after he showered.  I heard him return to the room and begin fumbling with the box.  I waited eyes closed and praying. I knew that I had to let him handle preparing the shot; if we both tried we would end up arguing.  "Just let him handle it," I kept repeating to myself.  Alternating that phrase with several "Hail Marys"!  Then he started cursing.  "I think I just f'd this up."  Breathe. Don't react.  Breathe.  He's not asking for help.  I roll over.  He's holding the syringe in one hand and the shaking the vial in the other.  "Um, I thought you were supposed to leave the needle in the vial?"  I get "The Look."  I shut up!

So then there were several attempts to draw the suspension into the syringe. Lots of air bubbles.  Finally, I gently ask if he wants me to try. I get probably 95% in the syringe. I'm satisfied. He's not.  I try again and get 100%. Phew!  I then assumed the position and waited. And waited. And waited. "Here we go."  Nothing. I'm still in the position.  Still nothing. Then he sticks me. With a band-aid.  What?!!? I turn around. "You did it?"  "Yup. All done." (he holds up the empty syringe).   I never felt a thing!

2 comments:

  1. So are you doing only one lupron shot? Or daily? I'm doing a donor egg cycle with my sister and we do daily shots. Interesting to see it be done differently.

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    1. Yes! Just the one!

      I agree it is crazy when you start comparing your protocol to others. I try not to because it makes me too anxious! I know someone whose tentative egg retrieval is several weeks before mine and no Lupron yet for her.

      I think when your travel abroad it changed things too. No blood work for me. Just 1 ultrasound the week before retrieval day


      Good luck to you and I'm so excited someone is reading this blog!

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